Two little boys said one to the other, ” I would rather mommy beat me 
any day, than to hear her rowing me. ” The other replied. ” Yes, boy it 
seems as if she would never stop rowing. ” The truth is ladies. You and 
I as wives and mothers (most of us), we row and speak harmful words 
too much. Truth be known for husbands and fathers, (most of you) truth be known you do the same thing 
only to a lesser degree. Read what transpired after the mother over heard 
the two little boys’ conversation. She began to study the word of Yahweh, and 
instead of rowing or giving a long lecture (rowing). She began speaking the 
word relentlessly to her children, so much so that one of the little boys became 
so annoyed he said, ” Mommy, is that all you know, the word? Can’t you say 
something other than the word? ” The mother smiled at her son and replied, 
” No, son, the word! The word sure is working. ” For you see this mother 
found herself speaking the word not only to her children, but to every situation. 
 
In your daily walk with Yahweh. There is a clarion call to speak the word, but 
first you and I must have a personal relationship with Yahweh, the God who  
redeems; and it is only through Jesus Christ. He is the Door! Then as you 
grow in communion with Him. You will begin to speak the word to every trespassing 
spirit, and all familiar spirits. You will speak the word to wicked spirits, and 
principalities. You will speak the word against every conspiracy meeting set 
against the call of God on your life. Yahweh will empower you to speak the 
word to all human spirits, who enter your home through astral projections. 
Hebrews 4:12 is sounding an alarm, (12) ” For the word of God is living and 
powerful, and sharper than any two-edged Sword, piercing even to the division 
of soul and spirit, and of joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts 
and intents of the heart. ” I understand that you and I are in 
a real battle, but it is not against each other. Ephesians 6:12 reminds us, (12) 
” For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities,  
against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual 
hosts of wickedness in heavenly places. ” The time has come for you and memeto 
stop being passive concerning the Kingdom of Yahweh. Can you hear the word 
resounding from Romans8:37?? ” Yet in all these things we are more than 
conquerors through Him who loved us. ” You and I have the Resurrection power 
of Jesus Christ to speak the word not only to the powers of wickedness operating 
in our lives, but also to sickness and diseases. The woman who was sick for twelve 
years, she spent all that she had going from doctor to doctor. Yet instead of getting 
better she grew worse. Her breakthrough came the moment she heard that Jesus 
of Nazareth was in her town. She spoke the word to her sickness. Here is what she 
really said from the book of Matthew 9:21, ” For she said to herself, ” If only I may 
touch His garment, I shall be made well. ” Now read Jesus’ response to her 
declaration of faith over her condition. Verse (22) ” But Jesus turned around, and 
when He saw her, He said, ” Be of good cheer, daughter, your faith has made you 
well. ” And the woman was made well from that hour. ” Make it a priority this day 
not to live another day in fear, 2 Timothy 1:7 ” For God has not given us a spirit of 
fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind. ” Refuse to be bound by generational 
curses any longer! For Yahweh, through Jesus Christ has given you and I have power and 
authority to speak the word! Yet it is only when you and I decide to line up 
our daily lives line upon line and precept upon precept. It is only then that speaking the 
word; you and I will see the word in activation. It is only then that you will see demons 
fleeing your home terrified. It would be known throughout the kingdom 
of darkness not to visit your home; for the Blood angel resides there, and everyone 
in your home is under Yahweh’s Covering Wings of protection. Yes, indeed it will be 
known Jesus Christ is Lord of all your life!!   Walk in the Resurrection power of Jesus 
Christ ! Speak the word, and you will live a victorious life in Christ! Men and 
women of Yahweh, speak the word even though your children may go contrary. Like the 

mother, who overheard her two little boys’ conversation, if you will continue to speak. 
the word. You will not only hear your children speak of how you have lived the word, 
you will see and experience the word in demonstration in your children’s lives! Do not 
give up on your children, who have gone astray. Continue to stand in the 
gap for them through prayer, never stop speaking the word over their lives. The word 
is what is bringing your children out of the trenches of sin; the word is 
bringing them out of the pit! You are not alone……Be encouraged people of 
God even during great turmoil and pain, as things are falling apart all 
around you. I hear the Lyrics entitled to this song, My Deliverer, ” If I never had 
problems I would not know that God can solve them. Sick unto death, He healed me 
and with every addiction and generation curses. I would not experience Him, my 
Deliverer! Lost and was on the road leading to destruction my Deliverer divinely 
intervened. Now my Deliverer leads the way. Yes, my Deliverer I willingly follow 
and in Him I have eternal life! ” Speak the word and you and I will not speak harmful 
words of rowing anymore! Speak the word!

Suddenly, there appeared a big man with a straw hat on his head; he busted my bedroom door open and demanded that I get up and deal with him; he seemed very upset but I noticed he couldn’t step through the door and as I looked closer, to my dismay, he resembled my grandfather the only difference was my grandfather was a tall man but this stranger was much shorter. I awakened and looked at the clock, it was 2 am; my response to that awful dream was, “Father, who was that bold and brazen man who had accessed and burst open my door at his whim? Before Abba, Father could answer I said, “Father, please deal with him, ‘I am going back to sleep knowing You will keep me safe.” But at that moment I was reminded of a morning while standing in prayer, this same man appeared in my front room. Immediately I went into war mode and he vanished as quickly as he came however, that morning had it not been for divine intervention my husband would have become two fatalities. The Word spoke from Isaiah 59:19 “So shall they fear the name of the LORD from the west, and His glory from the rising of the sun; when the enemy comes in like a flood; the Spirit of the LORD will lift up a standard against him.” Abba Father then answered my question, “The man who had appeared before my door and in my front room was a deliberate ancestor. He had been assigned by wicked family members as an assassin because of my stand in Christ Jesus!”

On your journey you may never encounter such a dream but is it possible that you may have wicked relatives who are causing you many heartaches and pain? It may seem that the more you minister to them and help the more they will come against you and say, “You never did anything for me!” To make matters worse these same family members are the ones who would assassinate your character and turn around and accuse you of being Satan himself personified! Listen, you could be experiencing first-hand the deliberate ancestor infiltration!
Take note in my dream the man who resembled my grandfather showed up in the front room while I was awake praying. His plans did not succeed. Then he busted the locked door open and made demands. For me, it is time to break all bloodline and family curses and to sever all generational iniquities through the power of prayer.
The time has come for you (me too) to take a stand against household wickedness, household witchcraft and the deliberate ancestors who have intensified their vicious attacks upon unsuspecting families all across the Globe! Do not be a victim, stand up and fight for the Apostle Paul admonishes us to put on the full Armour of God in the Epistle of Ephesians chapter 6 verse (12) For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. The Apostle Paul further informs us from the Letter to the people at Corinth in 2 Corinthians 10:4-6 (4)”For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal but mighty in God for pulling down strongholds,” (5)”Casting down arguments and every high thing that exalts itself against the knowledge of God, bringing every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ,” (6)”and being ready to punish all disobedience when your obedience is fulfilled.”
No matter what you are being challenged by make sure you are seated in Jesus Christ and fully clad in the whole Armour of God because very soon if you have not already you could experience a showdown with the Deliberate Ancestor!

Definition of Folly and Error from The New Webster’s Dictionary:  Folly – Behavior arising from stupidity// a foolish act// a lapse from moral rectitude.

Error – Departure from truth in a statement or in belief// a mistake.

I was given what seemed like one of the most difficult assignments ever which took me to the place where it all began, the experience of divine deliverance but I really did not want anyone to know where the LORD had brought me from but soon I learned the hard way that it is not wise to kick against what Yahweh is bringing to the light.  My autobiography entitled From the Cage to the Palace was birthed and in the process I had made an error in the front of the book, O the folly of error – A typo which changed the entire meaning of the word.  Yes, I agonized a bit over this but knew it was of utmost importance to pull the book off the shelves and make the vital corrections.

The Word spoke from the book of Judges 16 beginning from (1)”Now Samson went to Gaza and saw a harlot there, and went in to her.”  (2)”When the Gazites were told, “Samson has come here!” they surrounded the place and lay in wait for him all night at the gate of the city.  They were quiet all night, saying, “In the morning, when it is day light, we will kill him.”  Bear in mind Samson knew he had great strength and so he was very confident.  The Word continued (3)”And Samson lay low till midnight, then he arose at midnight, took hold of the doors of the gate of the city and the two gateposts, pulled them up, bar and all, put them to the top of the hill that faces Hebron.”  Take note here of Samson’s behavior after escaping from the harlot’s house.  Let’s read verse (4)”Afterward it happened that he loved a woman in the valley of Sorek, whose name was Delilah.  Now Delilah must have been beautifully adorned but apparently she did not have a good character and it was evident she did not love Samson however, he sure did love her even though she conspired against him.  (5)”And the lords of the Philistines came up to her and said to her, “Entice him, and find out where his great strength lies, and by what means we may over power him, that we may bind him to afflict him; and every one of us will give you eleven hundred pieces of silver.” Delilah was a very deceptive woman; here is what she said to Samson (6)”So Delilah said to Samson, “Please tell me where your great strength lies, and with what you may be bound to afflict you.”  O the folly of error!  Samson knew that the source of his strength was never to be revealed to anyone yet he flirted and played with his Anointing without seeing his folly or even recognizing the eminent danger he faced.  Samson actually loved being in Delilah’s lap more than using his strength to do what God had purposed for him to do and it led to his early demise.

Delilah used her deceptive charm on Samson read exactly what she said to him from Exodus  chapter 16; (15)”Then she said to him, “How can you say, “I love you, ‘when your heart is not with me?  You have mocked me these three times, and have not told me where your great strength lies.”  (16)”And it came to pass, when she pestered him daily with her words and pressed him, so that his soul was vexed to death.”  O the folly of error!  (17)”that he told her all his heart, and said to her, “No razor has ever come upon my head, for I have been a Nazarite to God from my mother’s womb.  If I am shaven, then my strength will leave me, and I shall become weak, and be like any other man.”

Man and Woman of Yahweh as we embark upon a New Year 2015 be it known to you (me too) the folly of error` if it has been ignored or swept under the rug so to speak will uncovered.  The time has come for the Church to take a stand and be the Church.  Samson was Specially Anointed for a Specific work and he was given instructions pertaining to the woman he was to marry and he was warned about the heathen women but Samson willfully married one of those women while he pursued several others.  He then went on to presumptuously tell the secret of his strength to one of those women.  The error of his folly caused his death.

Wherever you are on your journey (me too) pause for a moment to examine yourself, are you willing to admit to the folly of your error?  Are you being obedient to carefully adhere to all of the instructions Yahweh has given to you to carry out the work of the Ministry? Have you willfully changed some of His instructions and are you doing it your way instead?  As agonizing as it was, I had made an error and have made errors in some of my books if not all of them but this time I came face to face with the sobering truth, I could no longer leave those errors there because the messages in the books would not be as effective and as bad as I felt about it was not going to change it.  Humbly I confessed the folly of my errors and began pulling the books to make the necessary corrections.  So, it is you (me too) must confess to Yahweh and repent of the folly of error many souls could be saved in you doing this and you will escape from producing the fruit of the folly of error!

There was a man who had an infirmity for thirty-eight years. He came 
to the pool of Bethesda hoping to be cured by its miraculous waters, in 
stead he was healed by the word of Jesus Christ. Read it for yourself 
from John 5:1-9. (1) ” After this there was a feast of the Jews, and Jesus 
went up to Jerusalem. ” (2) ” Now there is in Jerusalem by the Sheep Gate 
a pool, which is called in Hebrew, Bethesda having five porches. (3) ” In 
these lay a great multitude of sick people, blind, lame, paralyzed, waiting 
for the moving of the water. ” (4) ” For an angel went down at a certain time 
into the pool and stirred up the water. Then whoever stepped in first after the 
stirring of the water, was made well of whatever disease he had. ” Now read 
Jesus’ response to the man who had been in his condition for so long. (5) ” Now 
a certain man was there who had an infirmity thirty-eight years. ” (6) ” When 
Jesus saw him lying there and knew that he already had been in that condition 
a long time, He said to him, ” Do you want to be made well? ” Take note of the 
man’s reply. (7) ” The sick man answered Him, ” Sir, I have no man to put me in 
to the pool when the water is stirred up; but while I am coming other steps down 
before me. ” (8) ” Jesus said to him, ” Rise, take up your bed and walk. ” (9) ” And 
immediately the man was made well, took up his bed, and walked, and that day was 
the Sabbath. ” Have you been paying attention? I hope your answer is yes, because 
the sick man had grown so accustomed to his condition, that he failed to recognize, 
the One who asked him the question, was the One who had the power to heal him. 
 
In your daily walk with Abba Father, you may realize that you are not pro- 
greasing   spiritually neither physically. Somewhere while on this journey. You have 
allowed people and even circumstances to distract you from your divine destiny. You 
may have even allowed yourself to believe the lies of the enemy (Satan). The question 
keeps on resounding, what are you still doing here? You may ask, where? The answer. 
In a fearful condition, allowing your circumstances to determine your altitude in Yahweh, 
the God who redeemed you and calls you by your name! What are you still doing here? 
Body sick and ravished with pain? Have you forgotten; Jesus Christ had thirty-nine 
stripes for your healing? Do not you know no matter what you are going through and 
have already been through. Jesus Christ already bore it for you? Don’t you understand 
He bids you make the exchange? Let us go to the book of Isaiah 53:3-5. (3) ” He is 
despised and rejected by men, a man of sorrows and acquainted with grief, and we hid, 
as it were, our faces from Him. He was despised, and we did not esteem Him. ” (4) ” 
Surely, He has borne our griefs and carried our sorrows; yet we esteemed Him stricken, 
smitten by God and afflicted. ” (5) ” But He was wounded for our transgressions, He 
was bruised for our iniquities; The chastisement for our peace was upon Him, and by 
His stripes we are healed. ” What are you still doing here? Get up! The Resurrection 
Power of Jesus Christ is here on your behalf empowering you to do all that Yahweh 
has mandated you to do. Refrain from making excuses for why you are still where you 
are, and in the condition, you are in. Pause for a moment to think about this question. 
Could you and I be like the man who lay sick for thirty-eight years. Yet when Jesus asked 
him if he wanted to be healed. Instead of answering “yes” he made excuses as to why 
he lay in his condition? Are you and I still in the same place because we are failing to 
acknowledge and activate the Resurrection Power of Jesus Christ in our lives? Remember 
that same man who was sick for thirty-eight years had gone to the pool of Bethesda hoping 
to be healed by the moving of the waters, and instead he was healed by the word of Jesus 

Christ! What are you still doing here?  

One night I was feeling extremely tired and wanted to retire for the night but could not find my satin head cloth, so I inadvertently put on my hosiery, on my head instead and without even thinking about it. The next morning, my two daughters saw it and they remarked, Mommy, how is it that you have put the hosiery on your head? I replied, O mommy could not find her scarf, so I used the next best thing. Well, to my distaste behold both of my daughters soon began doing the same thing without even bothering to look for their satin caps. My response to the LORD was, Abba, Father, what have I done? He replied, the power of influence! There is a quote written by William Ross Wallace, “The hand that rocks the cradle is the hand that rules the world,” and yes, this is profoundly true but today I want to candidly speak to you on the Power of Influence. How are you influencing your children and indeed think about this? The Power of Influence affects every aspect of your life. First, let us examine how Rebecca conspired with her youngest son to steal his elder brother’s birthright because she favoured him more and she was able by the Power of Influence to successfully deceive her children’s father in blessing the younger son with his elder son’s birthright under false pretense. The Power of Influence! I was summarizing this story is found in the Book of Genesis chapter twenty-five and verse twenty-eight but as we are on the eve of celebrating Mother’s Day some, how there has been a breach and mothers are not really being celebrated and respected by their children anymore. While there are notable mothers of valor far too many mothers are being in some cases abused and disrespected by their children. This must not be because the truth must be told. The Epistle of Ephesians chapter 6:1-4 KJV sums it all up for you and me. Let us read it together from verse (1) “Children, obey your parents in the Lord: for this is right.”  (2) “Honour thy father and mother; which is the first commandment with promise;” (3) “That it may be well with thee, and thou mayest live long on the earth.”  (4) “And ye fathers, provoke not your children to wrath: but bring them up in the nurture and admonition of the Lord.” 

There are many questions without any answers but we as mothers must take a daily inventory of our own lives and take a closer look at the way we are influencing our children, our husbands, friends, and our Neighbours. Let us examine our attitudes and behavior. Do we exercise self-control? When we become angry, do we resort to calling our children ill names? Are we respectful with our husbands? These are only a few of the many questions which need an answer. Do you realize the way we react influences how our children will respond to challenging situations and the level of respect they will exhibit for others? Sometimes if we choose the effortless way out of a situation and fail to do it the correct way, as a result, our children will become lazy. The way husbands and wives treat each other can influence their children to disrespect or respect their spouses and, in some cases, can cause them to be resentful to their spouses. Truth be known, it is quite challenging in-home life. There is a saying though that, A man’s house is his castle and that speaks volumes of his wife who is the keeper of his castle. Home life is also especially important and plays an integral part in the stability of children. We must go back to God’s standard for the home. 

Every boy and girl need their father and mother. Mothers cannot be a father to their children and fathers likewise a father cannot be a mother. Mothers, please do not deny your children the privilege of their father. Fathers do not disown your children; this is a terrible thing to do to a child and it will influence them in a negative manner. The truth is only, God, can heal a child who has been denied by their parents. If you have done this to any of your children, please it is never too late while you are still alive to say you are sorry and ask for forgiveness as this helps in the healing process. As we celebrate this Mother’s Day let us include the fathers as they come along, side the mothers. Mothers do not speak any negative words against the fathers, instead, mother, build, him up and decree and declare him to be the father of your children according to Yahweh’s Mandate for his life. When you do this and your children hear you speak so highly of their father, they too would have a correct perspective of him as their father. 

Take note, that one night in which I was feeling so tired and took that shortcut used the effortless way out and put my stockings on my head. I soon regretted it when I saw how my being lazy and failure to persevere in the search for my satin cap. This became a teachable lesson for me and caused me to realize that everything I do my children are watching and because of the influence I have on them. It is important that I influence them in a positive way in all areas of my life. The stocking cap was negative, and it influenced my two daughters so much that each time they were not able to find their satin cap they reached for the stockings to put on their heads. 

As I hasten to conclude this message. How have you and I used the Power of Influence? The Book of Proverbs comes to mind and sums it up so beautifully from chapter 31:30-31. Verse (30) “Favour is deceitful, and beauty is vain: but a woman that feareth the LORD, she shall be praised. Verse (31) “Give her of the fruit of her hands, and let her own works praise her in the gates.”    The Power of Influence! 

Let us Pray: 

Heavenly Father, thank you for Your Word. In the Name of Jesus move by Your Spirit and breathe upon the one who has read this message. I pray for recovery of the family relationship as we celebrate Mother’s Day. Divinely intervene in every home in this nation and across the globe. Father, rebuild the prayer altar in the home. Turn the hearts of husbands and wives to each other and restore their children to a right relationship with their parents. Let this Special Day be one long to be remembered. Give us wisdom, knowledge, and understanding to use the Power of Influence to bring about reconciliation and a loving atmosphere in our homes. In Jesus Name! 

Have you been experiencing a time of dryness in your life? Pause 

For a moment and read of Elijah’s account from the book of 1 Kings 

17:1-7, (1)” And Elijah the Tishbite, of the inhabitant of Gilead, said 

To Ahab, “As the LORD God of Israel lives, before whom I stand, there 

Shall not be dew nor rain these years except at my word.” (2)” Then the 

Word of the LORD came to him saying.” (3)” Get away from here and turn 

Eastward, and hide by the Brooke Cherith which flows into the Jordan.” 

(4)” And it will be that you shall drink from the brook, and I have commanded 

The ravens to feed you there.” (5)” So he went and did according to the word 

Of the LORD, for he went and stayed by the Brook Cherith, which flows into 

Jordan.” (6)” The ravens brought him bread and meat in the morning, and bread 

And meat in the evening; and he drank from the brook.” (7)” And it happened after 

A while that the brook dried up because there had been no rain in the land.” 

Elijah’s brook had dried up and to make matters worse, there was a severe famine 

Throughout the entire land- yet read it for yourself Yahweh’s instructions to him 

From verses 8-9 (8)” Then the word of the LORD came to him, saying, “(9)” Arise, 

Go to Zarephath, which belongs to Sidon, and dwell there see, I have commanded 

A widow there to provide for you.”  

In your walk with Yahweh, have you been faithful and obedient, but you are experiencing 

A drought and is it as if Abba Father are eluding you? As you ponder this question may the 

Seed of faith given to you while you were in your mother’s womb come alive as you read 

Of Elijah’s obedience from verse (10)” So he arose and went to Zarephath and when 

He came to the gate of the city; indeed, a widow was there gathering sticks. And he 

Called to her and said,” Please bring me a little water in a cup, that I may drink.” 

What is so encouraging is the level of Elijah’s faith and the obedience of the widow 

Woman! I hear it resounding again, has your brook dried up? Has every door seemingly 

Closed in your face and does your back seem to be against the wall? Does Yahweh seem 

So far away and day are dark? The Word is speaking only this time it is of abundance 

Of rain springing up a river of blessings without measure flowing into your life! While you 

Are going through these exceedingly challenging times is so important to keep hope alive. May the 

Words of this poem entitled When Days Are Dark “When days are dark and nights are long, 

And you are faltering in your faith look up there is hope from above. The Father of light is 

Calling you by your name, He sees your tears, and feels your pain- help is on the way. God, 

Your Father has plans of hope and a bright future for you. Keep looking up and praying to 

Your Father above, your dark days are now days of light, your faith is building stronger and 

Stronger with each passing day.”   

Has your brook dried up? Pause and calmly think about this, could it be that Abba Father 

Has allowed your brook to dry up to bring you to your place of destiny? Think about it- 

Could it be that if Yahweh had allowed the ravens to feed Elijah and the Brook to stay filled? 

With water-Do you think Elijah would have really gone to Zarephath so willingly? Is it possible that 

Would he have just stayed there the entire time of the famine? Could it be that sometimes you 

And I depend more on people and things instead of the LORD? What may seem like your worse 

Nightmare could become a well spring of life if you would remain faithful and obedient even 

When your brook dries up- Yahweh, catapulted Elijah to show Himself as Jehovah El Shaddai, 

Through the faith and obedience of a widow woman- then He took him to another dimension 

By raising the widow’s son to life all in the fore mentioned chapter. When days are dark and 

Your brook is dried up look to Him, who calls you by your name. For your days of solitary 

Confinements are over rise and walk to your place of destiny! 

Definition: House of God. (The Bible Readers Encyclopedia and Concordance)

I became extremely busy with household chores, then as I walked into the back bedroom these words rang out, “Beth-el.” Immediately the Word spoke from the book of Genesis 28:10-16, (10)” Now Jacob went from Beersheba and went toward Haran.” (11)” So he came to a certain place and stayed there all night, because the sun had set; And he took one of the stones of that place and put it at his head, and he lay down in that place to sleep.” (12)” Then he dreamed, and behold, a ladder was set up on the earth, and its top reached to heaven; and there the angels of God were ascending and descending on it.” (13)” And behold, the LORD stood above it and said, “I am the LORD God of Abraham your father and the God of Isaac; the land on which you lie I will give to you and your descendants.” (14)” Also your descendants shall be as the dust of the earth; you shall be as the dust of the earth; you shall spread abroad to the west and the east, to the north and the south; and in you and in your seed all the families of the earth shall be blessed.” (15)” Behold, I am with you and will keep you wherever you go and will bring you back to this land; for I will not leave you until I have done what I have spoken to you.” (16)” Then Jacob awoke from his sleep and said, “surely the LORD is in this place, and I did not know it.” The Word continued on to (17)” And he was afraid and said, “How awesome is this place! This is none other than the house of God, and this is the gate of heaven!” (18)” Then Jacob rose early in the morning and took the stone that he had put at his head, set it up as a pillar, and poured oil on top of it.” (19)” And he called the name of that place Bethel.
This answered my pending question for the meaning of the word Beth-el, but the Word was not yet finished speaking, (20)” Then Jacob made a vow, saying, “If God will be with me, and keep me in this way that I am going, and give me bread to eat and clothing to put on.” (21)” So that I come back to my father’s house in peace, then the LORD shall be my God.” (22)” And this stone which I have set as a pillar shall be God’s house, and all that You give me I will surely give a tenth to You.”
On your journey with the LORD have you had a similar experience with Yahweh as Jacob? Have you made a wow to God to go to His house in peace and give Him a tenth of all your increase? The truth is God’s house is swiftly beginning to lie in waste all around the globe. Churches are closing their doors and attendance is decreasing. Question is though who or what have you allowed to come between your relationship with Abba Father? While you are pondering on those questions; I hear it resounding, return to Beth –El! Yes, you may be hurting and may have encountered much turbulence in Beth-El, but your healing, deliverance, and blessings are all tied up in your obedience to return to the house of God; return to Beth –El!

Sometimes Yahweh has to remind us………this journey is a walk of Faith!

On Monday April 16th, 2012. I was inspired to declare these words along with a beautiful picture of my beloved husband and I. ” Abba Father’s grace and mercy will bring us VICTORIOUSLY through. ” Little did I know that hours later after publishing this, I would be put to the test. My beloved husband grew suddenly ill and had to be taken to the hospital, but I was thinking. He would be treated for the asthma attack, and we would go home together. Then the unthinkable happened the nurse beckoned me to the reception window and informed me that my beloved was not responding to the treatment. Everything began to go downhill. Immediately I knew he was fighting for his life and called for the prayer warriors to stand in the gap and pray, while the doctors did all they could do. The prayer warriors and I were allowed to go into the hospital ‘s chapel to pray. I found myself praying and weeping in travail for my beloved. I could not help but think of how life has a way of broadsiding you so to speak with some severe blows, which you did not see coming, and often times you are almost knocked out of your place. Somehow, I couldn’t seem to stop weeping in travail, and remained in this manner for almost a week. On the seventh day at about 1:30 am I was awakened by the most comforting voice….” You have come this far by faith.” It was Abba Father. He began to turn the pages of my life reminding me of how my oldest son. When he was a little by grew gravely ill. He had collapsed suddenly after vomiting excessively. While in his unconscious state he suffered severe seizures. He was diagnosed with meningitis. He was given a spinal tap which left him looking deformed, and each time I would visit him just the sight of him I would cry uncontrollably. Abba Father reminded me of how my beloved husband would say to me….” Margaret. Pray “! Back then I did not know how to pray and cried helplessly. I am so thankful he prayed. Abba Father was showing me there is a difference between just crying and crying in travail. He revealed that I was actually petitioning for my beloved! Today as I am writing about this my beloved is out of the hospital, and I believe he is healed in the name of Jesus! You too have come this far by faith. Yet in your marriage you are suffering many things. You have been faithful and obedient to Abba Father. You have prayed and you have fasted. Yet your spouse is so selfish and demanding. You may have reached your breaking point and feel like walking away. To make matters worse Jezebel is always showing up throwing her jeers. You are wondering “Dear God, how long are you going to allow these things to continue “? STOP! Do not give up on your spouse! Do not cuss out Jezebel! Pause for a moment! Take a deep breath. Breathe in… Now breathe out! Pause and calmly think about this. When my husband grew suddenly ill as I was weeping in travail. There were moments that I could not understand what Abba Father was doing…things looked grim, and if I didn’t surrender my will and emotions to Him, I would not have survived it. So it is in your marriage, what you are going through is too devastating…It is too heavy for you alone to bear it. Allow the comforting words of Abba Father to comfort and put you back on track. When I was awakened at 1:30 am hearing Abba Father speaking so comforting to me….” You have come this far by faith brought this interpretation. Stop crying Margaret. I have brought you this far by faith. That is the difference right there. Abba Father is aware of all your spouse and Jezebel is doing to you, and He has brought you this far by faith. Salvation, Healing, Restoration, Deliverance, and Restitution is yours. Are you ready for this? Abba Father is testing your love walk! Love walks? Yes. Your love walks. In spite all that was and is being done to you. Abba Father is waiting for you to pass the love walk test. Displaying His love to your spouse and to Jezebel! You have come this far by faith. Begin and for those of you who are doing this already continue to display the love of Jesus to your spouse especially during these difficult times. If you have moved out of your bedroom. Please return. Start if you are not doing so already washing and cooking again for your spouse. Husbands and wives speak kind words to each other. Surprise one another by greasing each other scalp and then give each other a massage. Do this often. Then wives. Anoint your husband’s head with oil and pray persistently, and relentlessly for him. Right before your very eyes. You will not only see Jezebel lose her hold on him, but you will see her flee away forever! You have come this far by faith. It is time to refocus your attention on the things of Abba Father, spending more time in His presence, and in His word! You have come this far by faith, and it will take faith and obedience with a forgiving heart to love and forgive. Bringing Restoration and Sweet Communion to your marriage relationship. Question is though. Are you willing? Do you still love your spouse? Are you willing to let bygones be bygones? Pause for a moment to think about this. Every time you go back into your past…. reminding your spouse of what he or she used to do. You miss your future! Forgive and forget even about yesterday. If you have answered “Yes” to any of the fore mentioned questions. You have received your release to build a beautiful strong marriage with the understanding that you must look to Abba Father as the Master Builder. Allow His Holy Spirit to teach you daily how to love and respect each other. With Jesus Christ as your Captain, release the helm to Him and you will not suffer shipwreck in your marriage! Be encouraged and strengthened. Remember. Every marriage goes through a time of testing, whether it is sickness, hardships, financial losses, selfishness, infidelity, and abuses. This list can go on and on. Whatever you are going through in your marriage always use the key ingredient which brings heaven down to your situation. Prayer is that key ingredient which activates the display of Jesus Christ in you! 2 Corinthians 5:7 is resounding……” For we walk by faith, not by sight. ” You have come this far by faith! You have come this far by faith!

A mystery man appeared I could see him and, he also saw me in fact he had a private message for me but there was a white picket fence which separated us which meant neither one of us could cross the fence. He was a very tall and big man, yet I was not afraid of him and listened as he spoke, he said, “Margaret, you must go to the dentist, you know how your face is! Go.”  I awakened it was a dream which left me rather puzzled and even a bit disturbed because before retiring for the night I had broken a tooth that had a fill-in and I purposed that I would fix at a much later date but the moment I concluded that the man in my dream could be a demon, a spirit of travail came upon me to make intercessions before the LORD and revelation came that the mysterious man was God’s messenger and it was urgent that I go! 

Wherever you are on your journey you gifted and anointed and yes, even appointed by God yet lately you may have been very disobedient and complacent in your walk with God. I just stopped by to ask you this question, do you (me too) dare meddle with God? Do you take issue with God for choosing to use those whom He will because you have a problem with them? Be incredibly careful you could be meddling with God! Read about an excellent king who served before the LORD well and did mighty exploits as well, but he meddled with God. Let’s go to the book of 2 Chronicles 35:18-24 (18)”There had been no Passover kept in Israel like that since the days of Samuel the prophet; and none of the kings of Israel had kept such a Passover as Josiah kept, with the priest and the Levites, all Judah and Israel who were present, and the inhabitants of Jerusalem.”  (19)” In the eighteenth year of the reign of Josiah this Passover was kept.”  (20)” After all this, when Josiah had prepared the temple, Necho king of Egypt came up to fight against Carchemish by the Euphrates; and Josiah went out against him.”  (21)” But he sent messengers to him, saying, “What have I to do with you, king of Judah? I have not come against you this day, but against the house with which I have war; for God commanded me to make haste. Refrain from meddling with God, who is with me, lest He destroy you.”  Beware of the way you treat those whom God has chosen to do a specific work! Read on ((22)” Nevertheless Josiah would not turn his face from him, but disguised himself so that he might fight with him and did not heed the words of Necho from the mouth of God. So, he came to fight in the valley of Megiddo. It is bears repeating, it is a dangerous thing to fight against whom God has chosen to carry out His work! Read what happened to King Josiah who did what was right in the sight of the LORD, and walked in the ways of his father David and even purged the land of idols but he meddled with God because he seemed to have a problem with the king of Egypt and he allowed his dislike of this king to not hear the voice of God.  (23)” And the archers shot King Josiah; and the king said to his servants, “Take me away, for I am severely wounded.”  (24)” His servants therefore took him out of that chariot and put him in the second chariot that he had, and they brought him to Jerusalem. So, he died, and was buried in one of the tombs of his fathers, and all Judah and Jerusalem mourned for Josiah.”  Do you dare meddle with God? Do you not realize those whom you contending with have been set up by God? Pause and calmly think about this; in the dream I had concluded that the big man was a demon, yet he was a messenger from God and had I decided not to go to the dentist and not heeded the warning would have suffered severely for it. Take inventory of how you are treating those whom God has called and approved! Are you in any way like King Josiah in his quest to fight against Necho, the Egyptian King? Do You Dare Meddle with God? I hear the words of the messengers who brought the word of the Lord to Josiah from (21)” Refrain from meddling with God, who is with me, lest He destroy you.”  The question is though; do you still dare ignore the warning and continue to meddle with God? Take heed lest God kill you and me for meddling with Him and for failing to recognize His servants like I failed to recognize the messenger of the LORD in my dream and determined he was a demon. 

May the presence of Yahweh, the God who has redeemed you surround and protect you as you move forward in Faith and Obedience to the Word of God. Much Love! 

My life has been changed and transformed by these words spoken to me, “Don’t go stay with me!” It was a very difficult time and during that period I did not even have a prayer life but something dramatic happened.  I had lost my will to live and wanted to end it all.  It was at this dark time that I had an encounter with God, my Abba Father and surrendered totally to Him.  He awakened me every morning to come and spend time with Him.  At first it was very awkward with me not knowing what to do or say.  Then it happened. One morning very early before dawn; I was drunken with sleep and as I knelt at the dining room table, rambled on without comprehending what I was saying.  Finally in complete frustration said from within, “Father, I do not know how to pray.  I am going back to bed!” Immediately, Abba Father spoke audibly to me, “Don’t go, stay with Me!” Instantly at 2 a.m. in the morning it was as if the noon day sun was shining and I began searching all over the room to find where this comforting voice was coming from.  Like a reflex action though, my legs did a U-turn on my knees.  This time prayer came forth with great utterance. A fire ignited within me for the presence of Yahweh.  He became my passion to breathe and exhale!  His breath, Jehovah Shammah whose presence I dare not awaken from sleep without.  To arise at midnight to spend hour after hour talking to Him until the breaking of dawn;  Pausing to frequently listen as He speaks words of comfort and hope.  Morning has arisen; He is tugging at me telling me it is time to go.  Reluctantly glancing at the time I turn to leave with the comfort of knowing that we will spend the evening together before retiring for the night.  And then I will have the midnight until the dawning of day.  Words cannot describe this intimacy with Abba Father. There is no other relationship like it; the joy of talking every moment of the day with Him; whispering to Him constantly reminding Him of my love and passion for Him.  Walking in the midst of trouble, His presence surrounds me which enables me to endure hardships and trials.  Relatives and friends do not understand though some may forsake and desert me yet His presence brings peace.  His anointing empowers me to forgive and display His love, in His presence strips away everything that hinders; every work of the flesh is burnt away.  In His presence I am free to praise Him despite how I may feel.  To breathe in the breath of God there is never a dull moment with the realization that my passion is to fulfill the purpose of God being enlightened with the understanding that my life is hidden in Christ but lately I have heard these words, “Return my love!”

Wherever you are on your journey, have you been fervent in your walk with the LORD?  Pause right there for a few minutes, the Word is speaking from the book of Ezekiel 16:6-15.  (6)”And when I passed by thee, and saw thee polluted in thine own blood, I said unto thee when thou wast in thy blood, live, yea, I said unto thee when thou wast in thy blood live.”  (7)”I have caused thee to multiply as the bud of the field, and thou hast increased and waxen great, and thou art come to excellent ornaments: they breasts are fashioned, and thine hair grown, whereas thou wast naked and bare.”  (8)”Now when I passed by thee, and looked upon thee, behold, thy time was the time for love; and I spread my skirt over thee, and covered thy nakedness: yea, I swear unto thee, and entered into a covenant with thee, saith the LORD GOD, and thou becamest mine.” (9)”Then washed I thee with water; yea, I thoroughly washed away thy blood from thee, and I anointed thee with oil.”  (10)”I clothed thee also with broidered work, and washed thee with badger’s skin, and I girded thee about with fine linen, and I covered thee with silk.”  (11)”I decked thee also with ornaments, and I put bracelets upon thy hands, and a chain on thy neck.”  (12)”And I put a jewel on thy forehead, and earrings in thine ears, and a beautiful crown upon thine head.”  The Word is still speaking please continue to read, (13)”Thus wast thou decked with gold and silver, and thy raiment was of fine linen, and silk, and broided work; thou didst eat fine flour, and honey, and oil: and thou wast exceeding beautiful, and thou didst prosper into a kingdom.” I hear these words even louder, return my love!  Is it possible you and I have played the harlot on Yahweh?  Could it be even after all Abba Father has done for you still, have you (me too) abandoned the secret place of His presence?  While you are thinking about it; let’s go to (15)”But thou didst trust in thine own beauty, and played the harlot because of thy renown, and pourdst out thy fornications on every one that passed by his it was.”   Is it possible that you (me too) have prostituted the gifts that Yahweh has entrusted you with?  Return my love!

You may have become so busy traveling, preaching, teaching and doing ministry and ministering to others that just maybe you have neglected to keep your divine appointments in the secret place of Yahweh’s presence.  Could it be, you are only going through the motions and warming up so to speak yesterday’s messages without getting a fresh Word from the secret place?  Is it possible for you to be moving prophetically without instructions from the throne room of Abba Father’s presence?  Could it be, you have gone on without Him and cannot hear Abba Father so lovingly speaking to you, “Return my love!”  Listen, one morning as I was hastening through the hallway of my home.  I was walking into one of my children’s rooms, when suddenly I could feel a strong presence of the LORD coming from the room, I had dedicated to Him.  A beautiful light was emanating from there but I had not been spending much time in there lately; instead I was all over the house praying in different areas.  I felt my Abba Father drawing me as He spoke so lovingly, “Come in here my beloved and spend time with Me, I miss you!”

Take a moment right now to reflect on where Yahweh has brought you from and examine yourself (me too) while He is still lovingly wooing after you.  For His judgement is even at the door! These words, “Don’t go stay with Me!” are the words that have changed my life forever yet I had allowed becoming too busy taking care of everyone and everything else to cause me to be missing from the secret place of His presence. I have taken heed to Abba Father’s wooing call and now returned.  The question is though, Can you hear Him and will you return and repent?  I hear those words resounding, “Return my Love!